Thinking back to the days when he saw the stars in my eyes,
Back when he talked to me as if I was the Queen of his soul.
Now, I’m the dust on his shelves.
He doesn’t notice me, I’m gone - I’m dead.
So true.
// I wasn’t created to please you.//
I wasn’t created to please you!
‘Cus my mother had other plans with me.
She and God worked together to create a young woman who was destined for great things.
She carried me through my childhood with flowers in my hair and hope in my eyes, never to touch the ground – because who knew – maybe the devil would quickly take a firm grip around my feet and forever imprint his unfortunate in me!
I wasn’t created to please you!
The blessings from the sky and the love from their smiles was the reason of my being.
But why does my whole creation evolve around you? Because.. I wasn’t created to please you; I wasn’t born to waste my heart on you. I wasn’t raised with a pure soul for you to just spit on it.
So I say this to you one last time: I wasn’t created to please you! Because my aura has a white sparkle of joy that you try to ruin.
But who knows… Maybe I was created to love you.
You make me see things, I thought wasn’t real,
You make me believe in miracles,
You make darkness seem harmless,
and you’re the reason why I smile every day.
“I’m helpless without you, because you take my heart with you everywhere you go, and I sit back with a heartless body waiting for you to come back.” - Diz Jo
// Hola Amigos.//
Check out my old blog; Back when I had a lot on my mind and when I had the time to write it down! Unfortunately I’m too busy these days with Uni and work. But Please let me know what you think =)
http://www.dizjoo.blogspot.com/
Much love.
// Even//
Nothing is even, even this line
I am writing, even this line I am waiting in,
waiting for permission to enter
the country, the house, the room.
Nothing is even, even now
that laws have been drawn and peace
is discussed on high tables,
and even if all was said to be even
I would not believe for even I know
that nothing is even—not the trees,
the flowers, not the mountains or the shadows…
our nature is not even so why even try to get even
instead let us find an even better place
and call it even.
// Love love love.. //
“I gotta tell u how much u mean for me.
Before i sleep you’re the last thing i see.
i know i might sound crazy.
But you did something to me baby.
And i can’t turn around now.
Even though ur a hater, calling me a cow.
I know that what we got is special.
And to me you are very precious.
Im thankful for you,
no matter what i’ll always be true.
You’ve put some color in my soul.
That’ a rare thing, so i’ve been told.
I was bored and i was thinkin bout u.
I wanted to do something cheesy for my boo.
What’s more cheesy than this song.
I’m missing u, it’s been way to long.”
I wrote this little poem january 30th 2011, to my lil hubby! I was surprised by how good it actually is, when i just read it again 10 months later lol
// Hooked. //
I’m helpless without you, because you take my heart with you everywhere you go, and I sit back with a heartless body waiting for you to come back.
If you only knew how I feel about you;
you would never believe that such a great love existed.
// A Humble feeling//
Your presence makes my heart beat so fast,
I never thought it was possible for a heart to beat that fast.
Your kind eyes make me believe in peace; that there’s still love and understanding in this corrupted and manipulated world.
And your beautiful warm smile makes me blush – your smile is effortless – when you smile, war disappears.
I’m grateful for you.
Every time I’m asked about you, my worried face turns into a shy humble smile.
The energy of your soul is more powerful than the energy the sun possesses. Your determination reflects your passion in others.You believe that everyone is as good as you.
But I don’t believe that, I don’t believe that we’re all angels.
Because I do believe that you’re a true angel sent from above.And I’m truly humbled that you saw a light in me.
Written february 21 2011 .. Back then when I was in love. - Dizzy Joe!
My revolution is born out of love for my people. Not hatred for others.
