// Hi guys, It’s a beautiful day today! How are ya’ll doing?//

// My beautiful and blessed day!//

So today I was at the gym with a friend, when we finished and went back to the locker room this girl said to me: “I just have to tell you that you’re sooo stunning!” I was like NAWW.. I was all sweaty and sticky lol, so it just saved my day that she would say something like that. 

I wish we all were like that. That we could praise and compliment each other some more, especially strangers, cus who knows - maybe they need it? I definitely think that I’ll think more about it now.

Aaaaand, I just bought my ticket to Kos, Greece this summer!! CAN’T WAIT!!! 

Stay blessed ya’ll. I’m sharing my happiness and sending positive energy and love.

<3

// Thirty day challenge: Day 8//

Are you a fitness guru or couch potato?

Well, if it has to be one or the other I’d have to say fitness guru. I go to the gym 4-5+ times a week, and if I’m prevented in doing so, I’ll run outside or work out at home. 

But I definitely LOVE being home doing nothing and just eating chocolate. But often i get restless, so if i just sit in a long time I start doing and saying stupid shit. lol 

I would advise everyone to work out a little bit - your body is your tempel. So don’t fill it with plastic food (Mac Donalds, Burger King, etc)

Xx

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// Thirty-day challenge.//

7. How you came across Tumblr, and how your life has changed since joining. 

Uhm alright, I try not to get too addicted and emotionally connected to websites. But I really love Tumblr. I’m a HUGE Conspiracy theorist - and through Tumblr I can get all of my thoughts and feelings out no matter if it’s about friends, family, work, society, NWO, etc. 

Plus my friends were getting really tired of me “Diz, shut up, you’re always talking about that conspiracy shit!!” - Now I turn to Tumblr instead. lol

And I’ve gotten some pretty dope friends here. 

Xx

// Thirty day challenge: Day 4//

Write about your closest friends:

Soo.. I’m fortunate enough to have several very good friends. Here’s a little presentation of them.

Marie: 

She has been my best friends for, uhm.. probably since I was 9-10 years old. We’ve been through everything together. She’s such a tolerant and understanding person, and Iove that she’s so patient and calm. She’s the part of me who’s down to earth and very ambitious. <3

Sandra:

This girl is my soulsister. We’ve been friends since the age of 5 - and she understands every part of my soul. She’s so beautiful and funny. A typical day with her is filled with laughter and doing stupid shit that people think is crazy. But it’s just our kind of humor. She’s the part of me who will never die. A beautiful soul indeed. <3

Iman:

She’s the craziest person i’ve ever met! I’ve known her since I was like 6-7 years old I think. When I’m with her I seriously cry because we laugh so hard. She’s such a naive and pure girl - God bless her soul. But that’s just mad funny for me, ‘cus often it takes her a while to understand a dirty joke. lol!! We’ve been through so many bumps but something always pulls us back together. She brings out the child in me. <3

Shandra:

Shandra is my hooomegirl!! Always down to kick it and just be LAZY. True friends can do nothing together, and that’s the deal with me and her - for sure!! We know that we can hang out and there’s no need for words all the damn time. Sometimes we give each other a look and we know what’s up - it’s hilarious! Like if a person did something weird  and both me and her notices and then look at each other.. Oh God, Can’t even explain how funny it is! She’s the part of me who always (tries) to be reasonable. <3 

Sakineh: 

This is my big sis!! She’s such an amazing person. Got mad love for her. She’s such an inspiration and hilarious girl. I love being with her. 27 years old and still got the humor of a teenager. Lovely person!! She’s the one who’ll always have my back. <3

Anne: 

This is a person you guys have to met! She’s epic! Such a superstar and outgoing person. She’s so loving and caring, and will always hug and kiss you and tell you how amazing you are. She’s my rock! She’s the part of me who wants to be a good girl. <3

Sümeyye:

This is my beautiful turkish delight. Who knew that life would turn out the way it did. When I first met her around 7-8 years ago she was a little girl with a big ass afro and glasses. She was such a humble and shy girl. Now she’s a beautiful confident woman. And I couldn’t be more proud of her. <3 She’s the one who I can cuddle with and laugh and hug and kiss even though I haven’t seen her for a long time. <3 

I wish you guys could meet all my friends. You would love them. 

Xx 

// Thirty-day challenge. //

Okay so because I forgot all about this, I’m gonna answer 3 of these questions at once. 

1. Your middle name and how you feel about it. 

Well, I don’t have a middle name - So I can’t answer that lol.

2. Talk about your piercings or tattoos:

Tattoo

I have a tattoo on my wrist with my last name, 3 music notes and a four-leaved clover. I wrote my last name because I love my family and where I come from. My great grandfather was a noble and big man among the turkish kurds back in the days. 

The 3 music notes stands for my passion and love for music, I can not imagine my life without music. I might not be a singer, or play any instruments - but one day I’ll hopefully work with music. 

And the four leaved clover stands for luck and some say that it has a healing and magical power. I like that thought - so for me it also symbolizes strength - I posses a healing energy, I can heal myself and a broken heart. It’s all about positive energy.

Piercings

I have 4 piercings, 2 in each ear (used to have 5). Funny story actually, I pierced one of them myself when I was about 13 years old and I had to hide it, because if my mom saw it she would kill me. But one day I forgot, and I put my hair in a pony tail. She was like wtffff.. And when I said i did it myself, she didn’t believe me, and challenged me to pierce my other ear too. so I did!! But something went wrong, and I accidentally hit something, so it just started bleeding like crazy!! It was a mess lol, but pretty funny when I think back. :)

3. Your favorite television program:

Hm, I don’t watch so much TV anymore. But right now I’m hooked on 2 shows; Once upon a time and The revenge! They’re both bad ass, ya’ll should check them out. Oh yeah, and Fresh Prince of Bel Air, will forever be my absolute favorite. 

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// Worry of the day.//

I wish I could just go to Syria and send all my family members to Europe. And then stay in Syria and fight for their rights. I might not have weapons but I’d do whatever I can - I’d fight them with my bare hands, I’d throw rocks at them. Whatever, I don’t care. 

I’m just sick and tired of always coming home from Uni and worrying if my mom got bad news for me. 

I would definitely change the kurdish rights. We have NONE.

My uncle and cousin just got locked up for no reason at all, and my other cousin who’s fighting against the system has disappeared. :(

PLEASE PRAY FOR SYRIA.

Let’s fight the system and send the protesters some strong energy. 

// Why don’t I EVER have a valentine? This sucks.. I’m gonna be sitting in my room all day eating Ice-Cream and sobbing. Don’t wanna go out in public and see all the happy couples. Damn them. //

You make me see things, I thought wasn’t real,
You make me believe in miracles,
You make darkness seem harmless, 
and you’re the reason why I smile every day.